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  <title>I Used to Stutter</title><author>Craig Coffee</author>
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  <sections><section id="the-stuttering-industrial-complex" number="4" first_page="15" last_page="19" heading_page="16"><title>THE STUTTERING INDUSTRIAL COMPLEX</title><url>https://usedtostutter.com/reader/book/editions/final-2026-09-22-ca5394386fc0/chapters/the-stuttering-industrial-complex</url></section></sections>
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    <page number="15" id="pdf-page-15" section_id="the-stuttering-industrial-complex" source_text_sha256="8ba1156080e77fbb4fa85e6adedf7e8966724700ba6b9a7db06e2b21d483efc8" citation_url="https://usedtostutter.com/reader/book/editions/final-2026-09-22-ca5394386fc0/full.html#pdf-page-15">
      <block id="p015-b001" type="h2" sha256="6adf83da3bc88fd80d7dea5976af5cb3ff81819cf07b459e378514971b111408" xml:space="preserve">PART 2. FINDING MY WAY OUT</block>
      <block id="p015-b002" type="p" sha256="11641560d3c3533ec77edb8c2f7d3117b0b7d2e3d54729c72e9a4b4f3d044773" xml:space="preserve">I tried the stuttering industrial complex. I did therapy for 9 years. I did it all. But guess what? It doesn&apos;t work in the real world.</block>
      <block id="p015-b003" type="p" sha256="4cf80527b28853c3a23fff6d4e7851726a4249bf66edcc065a83b1d030b3a832" xml:space="preserve">Let me blow your mind. Are you ready? In August 2026, an international panel of physicians, speech-language pathologists, and people who stutter put out consensus guidelines on stuttering, reported in Psychiatric Times. Over 90 percent of that panel said &quot;the current state of treatment is poor,&quot; and the doctor who led it, Gerald Maguire, pointed to the lack of good controlled studies across speech therapy, psychotherapy, and medications. The same panel: stuttering is not correlated with intelligence, and it still costs people jobs, because interviews weigh how you talk. 80 million people worldwide. Boom.</block>
      <block id="p015-b004" type="p" sha256="cc469879b7ebf6d1cf0dbf3914598a5836b7c0afaf70906cdb1c6f668396d4a9" xml:space="preserve">That&apos;s the stuttering industrial complex.</block>
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    <page number="16" id="pdf-page-16" section_id="the-stuttering-industrial-complex" source_text_sha256="98d723c37db2c1b317d5508da7892f7197dfcce8ed359f6b09952df013499701" citation_url="https://usedtostutter.com/reader/book/editions/final-2026-09-22-ca5394386fc0/full.html#pdf-page-16">
      <block id="p016-b001" type="h2" sha256="c0c62f0049b17848fb51bee2ba165dd9882d1467dd637a60dcac6ffb1b60e2f6" xml:space="preserve">Chapter 4. THE STUTTERING INDUSTRIAL COMPLEX</block>
      <block id="p016-b002" type="h2" sha256="e79d40a2d022a1970e773c86b1e849d5a0d84df38a9a77b65108cfec5ab68b81" xml:space="preserve">I spent 9 years in speech therapy</block>
      <block id="p016-b003" type="p" sha256="786b81b8609494663f0d09cdb75debd41e0dcbb7e29b3a73f0e2a47e065c1a3a" xml:space="preserve">My grandfather, he had a small stutter, but it was not very pronounced. No matter how our stutter started, we were stuttering, period.</block>
      <block id="p016-b004" type="h2" sha256="a7c69394cfdcdea6edec56bff50c52b1e222ae7dbecc6147eb4c00422c62575a" xml:space="preserve">None of that sh*t worked when I went out to lunch</block>
      <block id="p016-b005" type="p" sha256="0caf7050c105ccdb0d8743ddb06ca426805e0f005bd4bf45288a498a8aeada8a" xml:space="preserve">Well, what I had to do was throw out everything I&apos;ve been taught about how to beat stuttering. All the fluency shaping, stretching out words, breathing techniques. None of that sh*t worked when I went out to lunch, and nervously approached the counter to order my food. It never worked because the situation I found myself in, ordering food at a restaurant from a waiter who goes around the table, coming to me last. The pressure, anxiety, nervousness was never addressed!</block>
      <block id="p016-b006" type="p" sha256="41cd88faea1d3dac79b28e30c9f0f4312bebe34da126303ad7c6c3b3fb32bd4b" xml:space="preserve">Wait Craig, did you just say what I think you said? Yup, you&apos;re catching on quick. Traditional methods taught by the stuttering industrial complex IGNORE the role the mind plays in overcoming stuttering. I can only guess the reason why the stuttering industrial complex ignores the role the mind plays is because they don&apos;t know. Think about it! If they DID know the role the mind plays in overcoming stuttering, wouldn&apos;t they teach it? So there you have it. That&apos;s why the stuttering industrial complex can&apos;t teach how to overcome stuttering in the real world.</block>
      <block id="p016-b007" type="p" sha256="a32e797811390c72be2fab8a24753e854691b9b275e03bf89be20a8fe5240e2d" xml:space="preserve">Here&apos;s why I think traditional methods didn&apos;t work for me, and many others in the real world. Because teaching us how to do an easy onset, H-h-h-h-h-h-o-o-o-r-s-e, only works in controlled places, like a quiet office. Try doing it when you NEED it while out in public. That sh*t doesn&apos;t work.</block>
      <block id="p016-b008" type="p" sha256="5a4990089cf828efc137fb84b133163059a9b5b2b900139f2bc6205d403ddeea" xml:space="preserve">When you stutter for as long as people do, right? It&apos;s not just one thing that can make it better.</block>
      <block id="p016-b009" type="h2" sha256="abfc1101639b5f6d9aa149cca91d1b8e8ff0fe366f4e7aab1025c12933dba405" xml:space="preserve">It was anything but moderate to me</block>
      <block id="p016-b010" type="p" sha256="e4964efe3b90591e57cddfda894e237fa7b181eacac7da1043ef3d286e5e6b8a" xml:space="preserve">Speech therapists officially classified my stutter as moderate. It was anything but moderate to me.</block>
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    <page number="17" id="pdf-page-17" section_id="the-stuttering-industrial-complex" source_text_sha256="95ea384d80997a8e718da506bf57dc802997ecb5ef4e4ddcda7b413775164357" citation_url="https://usedtostutter.com/reader/book/editions/final-2026-09-22-ca5394386fc0/full.html#pdf-page-17">
      <block id="p017-b001" type="h2" sha256="98cf963011fa4c1a018c57ea411f9a05c6f13ee0c10dd1146621f174d2a9bf55" xml:space="preserve">So I had to find my own direction through it.</block>
      <block id="p017-b002" type="p" sha256="d95ac393412884cb968db1c50cb6440e26add69650296f429bb64ba0921d9995" xml:space="preserve">One day I came home from second grade stuttering. My mom tells the story. She had no idea. Had nowhere to turn. How to help me? She took me to the best professional she could, who worked at the University of Florida. Guess what this guy did? He stuttered himself. So the one thing I remember clearly is I said, hey, how did you beat your stutter? He couldn&apos;t tell me clearly how he did, which now when I look upon it tells me he never beat it. I was too young to realize it, but he didn&apos;t, because if you can&apos;t articulate how you did it, like I do it, you never beat it. Boom.</block>
      <block id="p017-b003" type="p" sha256="1ef4a0a2df7aeaa04dd730e5d7b27f4636994e06c511202534056d8b8541cca9" xml:space="preserve">I had met 3 people along the way who told me they used to stutter, and my first question was, well, what happened? How&apos;d you not stutter anymore? Because you sound great. They could not articulate how. They could not explain it. So I was like, well, if you can&apos;t explain it, like that provides me no help. It&apos;s like you made it through the jungle, but could you at least point me in the right direction? Right? They did not. So I had to find my own direction through it.</block>
      <block id="p017-b004" type="p" sha256="4d6f70c42fb5a8ec4613dcf7dc67c92eb5e9533f76ed8930e992014c4a360091" xml:space="preserve">I wish to God someone would have provided a single clue to what helped them. There&apos;s nothing in the stuttering books that would help. There&apos;s nothing in the official stuff, in my opinion, that would help.</block>
      <block id="p017-b005" type="h2" sha256="27452e33d714f8a8742619f6f1ee76cbf54cecee0cc28647d95471e5741694f4" xml:space="preserve">Never worked once in my frat house, never worked once on campus</block>
      <block id="p017-b006" type="p" sha256="6667a51463da7e66749e4b78d3de667964f4a943291da9a56751cf23b98cdc65" xml:space="preserve">So I went to the University of Florida, go Gators, and as a sophomore I lived in a frat house, which I had pledged to freshman year. A frat house was f*cking a dream come true. The problem was it was intimidating as hell. Being around so many people, very chaotic, always talking, girls over, partying, nonstop, nonstop chaos, and it killed my speech. So I checked myself into speech therapy.</block>
      <block id="p017-b007" type="p" sha256="c5c4b0a601fc5ecc472af7aa10ecd7c23789d980fafc7dbdf7fbf3a2d995de46" xml:space="preserve">Guess who was assigned to help me? A graduate student who never stuttered in her life. But she was cute. She taught me from a textbook. The sh*t she taught me never worked once in my frat house, never worked once on campus, never worked once going out socially. Because when you do it that way, when you try to treat or work with the symptoms or the stutter instead of the root cause, it&apos;ll never work. It</block>
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    <page number="18" id="pdf-page-18" section_id="the-stuttering-industrial-complex" source_text_sha256="fd13e608045d6b622a4f4f0fb2c24335171c02f32f067bb4ac7e204ef77a57af" citation_url="https://usedtostutter.com/reader/book/editions/final-2026-09-22-ca5394386fc0/full.html#pdf-page-18">
      <block id="p018-b001" type="p" sha256="46793000abdc3ee28024fbd94291cfe5610878a4d2425f3039b87c87df321e62" xml:space="preserve">was so bad that they gave me a parking pass to park on campus. For the stutter.</block>
      <block id="p018-b002" type="h2" sha256="0112ddbc6861d208441742f813bdfdfe49ca1fa44adf19f7b5d7d159aefbf264" xml:space="preserve">Nothing improved my daily speech struggles.</block>
      <block id="p018-b003" type="p" sha256="b7c4e2dd1c046981a08971e964b2b7023d281646dbc1d7d381b9d7618189168a" xml:space="preserve">Guess what, I didn&apos;t go to school for it, and no one taught me. I didn&apos;t sit in a classroom with people who never stuttered and learned out of a textbook. No, but I&apos;ve lived in your brain. Didn&apos;t matter what I tried, new therapists, techniques, blowing money on supposed experts in Jacksonville. Nothing improved my daily speech struggles.</block>
      <block id="p018-b004" type="p" sha256="619d677edbcfd159da62da465715cd39fdf00d37e791df2ee6bffcd5a2c6ee1d" xml:space="preserve">Here are my thoughts on the stuttering industrial complex. I spent 9 years in speech therapy. My first speech therapist was very nice and kind, and I liked her. But the stuttering industrial complex has not provided this kind of fluency to a person. It&apos;s impossible, especially in the real world. Impossible. A big part of that is because what the stuttering industrial complex teaches comes out of a textbook. They don&apos;t actually understand what we&apos;re going through. &quot;2 years ago I did actually see a speech therapist that does stutter.&quot; Okay, let&apos;s talk about that. &quot;He still stutters.&quot; So here you have someone who stutters, who&apos;s not fluent, but who&apos;s still teaching the same sh*t that hasn&apos;t fixed him.</block>
      <block id="p018-b005" type="p" sha256="307b1fc2086f8d148225a276a973d756a644bcc5dec1826c775f4523edd57839" xml:space="preserve">Because try doing the breathing when you&apos;re walking up. When there&apos;s a patient who just walks in. Hi, excuse me, ma&apos;am or sir, but I need a minute to do some breathing. I say it to poke fun, knowing how stupid it sounds in real life.</block>
      <block id="p018-b006" type="p" sha256="8b0986a3be5475042db310c8048b03472369da02ca46eed725472adc75627f1d" xml:space="preserve">If speech therapy worked for everyone, we&apos;d all be fluent and the stuttering industrial complex would be out of work!</block>
      <block id="p018-b007" type="h2" sha256="59870ba18a549d96306ded2ba046daa6350c4922bfae7a0c810005eee038bd60" xml:space="preserve">I couldn&apos;t do it in front of 15 people in my class</block>
      <block id="p018-b008" type="p" sha256="150fa88088bb8e146395db5eaa4c137ede4a33e448f695a5524accc2b1d3e2d8" xml:space="preserve">10th grade, I decided to take a speech class, public speaking, at my high school. Well, that was brave or foolish, because my speech sucked so bad. I remember standing up there feeling very intimidated. I couldn&apos;t do it in front of 15 people in my class. You know what kind of grade they gave me? A C. You know why? Because they didn&apos;t have the heart to fail me, because I tried. I wanted to talk, but I couldn&apos;t. So, that was Stuttering Craig. That was my life.</block>
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    <page number="19" id="pdf-page-19" section_id="the-stuttering-industrial-complex" source_text_sha256="6ac9bfeb377a080497011085242a89d9e356efb9d38d1799a6ab3012728b34ff" citation_url="https://usedtostutter.com/reader/book/editions/final-2026-09-22-ca5394386fc0/full.html#pdf-page-19">
      <block id="p019-b001" type="h2" sha256="99e44b573e22ce7578797f2db21c43708829c7ac3acb60becf2bf059bd82966d" xml:space="preserve">I had no one to guide me.</block>
      <block id="p019-b002" type="p" sha256="c9d5f1c1092ee3e1ad85016fe15533692544723dc56791eb757f0c4f8af2c326" xml:space="preserve">You show me a person who beat a stutter on their own, and I&apos;d rather learn from them. Why? Because they&apos;ve lived the life. Why? Because they&apos;ve been humiliated. Why? Because they&apos;ve cried themselves to sleep. Why? Because they haven&apos;t said their name like thousands of times. Because thinking about stuttering from a how to pronounce words viewpoint will never work in the real world, man. It will never work in a Target, or a mall, or at a bar, or a club, or at work, or at school.</block>
      <block id="p019-b003" type="p" sha256="c43c0215c63692af3227bc45954fb3706e049ab3abf6f5d83a50759f1380678a" xml:space="preserve">In my opinion, I can&apos;t take fluency advice from someone who stutters. Why would you take it? Why would you take a PhD mathematics course from someone who&apos;s not good in mathematics? Harvard&apos;s not hiring someone who&apos;s not great to teach a PhD student. It&apos;s the most unique problem to solve in the world. I feel like almost no one in the world is qualified for it.</block>
      <block id="p019-b004" type="p" sha256="0b02bbbc648a3111f4904150b2d97a9a00b0dafeaed25ee7655cabeb0478dae3" xml:space="preserve">There are a handful of people teaching stop stuttering sh*t online, who claim to have improved their own stutter. These people never record videos of them walking around in public, talking to strangers. No one shows off the only thing that matters to many of us: having good speech while out in public, or talking to girls, or at job interviews.</block>
      <block id="p019-b005" type="p" sha256="2c8a6e4ad6a30c97539076d60647c4ab0ed7ed2879f616c268df6dde2e8a3a34" xml:space="preserve">Well, look at my story. I depended on the experts, and spent tens of thousands of dollars, and just as important, wasted years of my life. The money is important. The years of my life wasted hit just as hard. D*mn.</block>
      <block id="p019-b006" type="p" sha256="73a0d21d35c753486fa58e0ab9ccc829669dfc00adab1405019f1785dcde237d" xml:space="preserve">I had no one to guide me. No road map. No Discord. No one I could pay. I would have paid up so much money just to know what&apos;s ahead and to have a map. I had no map. I had to create my way out of the jungle.</block>
      <block id="p019-b007" type="p" sha256="d6eb741612392617e3c2e7851e37c1f74088fda99b8c4bf25659a5fc519cc326" xml:space="preserve">I do acknowledge there are multiple ways how to beat a stutter, and I can only speak about the way that helped me beat mine.</block>
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