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  <title>I Used to Stutter</title><author>Craig Coffee</author>
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  <sections><section id="my-parents-driveway" number="1" first_page="7" last_page="7" heading_page="7"><title>MY PARENTS&apos; DRIVEWAY</title><url>https://usedtostutter.com/reader/book/editions/final-2026-09-22-ca5394386fc0/chapters/my-parents-driveway</url></section></sections>
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      <block id="p007-b001" type="h2" sha256="827b350dc3d4409e15b6575388e39115bc4eb52d78429daf12a85119f36513f3" xml:space="preserve">PART 1. I&apos;VE WALKED IN YOUR SHOES</block>
      <block id="p007-b002" type="h2" sha256="385618eabb75034d8fe99de2efd1339cf2704701b15bbeb76b22e1260c006596" xml:space="preserve">Chapter 1. MY PARENTS&apos; DRIVEWAY</block>
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      <block id="p007-b004" type="p" sha256="63cb3a83e13400581f9618e79728c99562671d9f1a73e011125c84edf6fe309d" xml:space="preserve">I came home from a new speech therapist when I was about 14. I had a hard session. This new speech therapist was not as nice, and I was stuttering badly. She had me making phone calls that day, but this was my first session with a new therapist. I&apos;d done it before, but it just did not go well. This session was really hard, and I felt her pushing me more than I wanted to. My first therapist had been kind, not very effective at helping my speech, but at least she was nice.</block>
      <block id="p007-b005" type="p" sha256="8a654bba21e5fb0744b5e28ebf6e05181ce54baef435ccebba4730309134a727" xml:space="preserve">The thing was that my mom picked me up in her car after the appointment, and as we drove home, I&apos;m explaining how it was so bad. I&apos;m crying my eyes out and just feeling so bad. It&apos;s one of those moments where you just absolutely hate your stutter. This was the moment I was having.</block>
      <block id="p007-b006" type="p" sha256="f533353c6adafe4b639c3bd3c7e0a43c90afc87d8e5f8d31df85f222b5880efd" xml:space="preserve">When we get home, I&apos;m standing in my parents&apos; driveway, tears streaming down my face. My mom is standing there saying I was going to have my stutter for the rest of my life. Then she said my sister had her own things to work on, and stuttering was mine. I actually got tough love in the worst moment of my life when all I wanted was a hug. To be told it would be okay. My own mom did not give me the love that I needed at the lowest point of my life. I remember the exact spot in the driveway where I was standing.</block>
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